Where do I start? This week has been a total disaster. Yesterday in particular was not a good day for research. I've been having trouble assaying the intermediates in my pathway for a while now and it's becoming very frustrating. We had one standard custom synthesized and the lab is having stability issues, which doesn't bode well for in vivo production, conversion, and analysis. I'm also still concerned that some of my constructs are mutated and not expressing protein so I may have a lot of recloning to do.
I've been trying to learn a few new protocols but seem to keep destroying my samples--both protein and RNA. I also did a lot of prep work to go to the flow cytometry facility yesterday but my cells were not grown up enough to get meaningful data. Oh, and my DNA background on my qRT-PCR was too high so I have to re-DNAse and repeat. I think I will just spend the rest of the afternoon reading papers and making stock solutions for the undergraduate lab. I will be a teaching assistant (TA) for that class starting in a couple of weeks; I think at least now they have a few more students enrolled.
Usually when everything goes to hell in the lab, at least my training is good. But the past few days I've been plagued by a bad elbow. It's been a problem for over a year now. It's my right elbow and I don't know if it's the cause or an effect of my left-side dominance (even though I'm right-handed). I can usually train around it, but a couple of days ago, I was incline pressing 90lb dumbbells and after a few reps, I wobbled slightly on my right side and had to drop the weights. I felt it tweak my elbow a little but was able to not only redo that set, but finish a heavy chest workout. This morning, however, I could barely lift any weight on my back exercises without aggravating it. I did what I could but was in tears, more from mental anguish than anything physical. The good news is that everything is still held together so hopefully it is just inflamed. I will try to take it easy and see how it feels. For me, it's harder to use lighter weights or, God forbid, not train at all than it is to train heavy everyday.
All of this is bad news, but hey, at least it's Friday. I still have a smile on my face and am not letting anything get me down too much. Things have to get better eventually, right?! This weekend I'm hoping to take some time off and maybe even win some money at the horse races (my friend's been asking me to go for weeks now and he
always wins).